Not alone

So, this song was originally sung by Ginny in a very potter musical, but Darren Criss has an amazing voice on it. I always listen to this when I'm sad :)

To hell with hypothetical

I've been doing a series of hypothetical situations, but we all know they're real, and it's gotten so confusing that I'm just gonna drop the hypothetical and Person A and Person B. I like a guy, he may like me back, I thought that another guy liked me, but it turns out he likes my best friend and now another guy is in the mix. Person B will now be referred to as KJ and Person C will be referred to as MS and the new guy will be AY. Understood? I'll assume that's a yes. So today in class it was like KJ and AY were both trying to get my attention. KJ kept whispering and asked to borrow one of my quote books, and AY kept reading over my shoulder and reading my book out loud. I hit him on the head with my book. And laughed. He shrugged and smirked. He seems to be always smirking. I might have a crush on AY, but I've liked KJ longer and KJ has glasses. KJ looks hot with glasses.

Hypothetically a very big problem

So, Person A has confirmed that she has a crush on Person B and he seems to lke her, but then Person C is being kinda weird and Person A's friends are being no help! Person B let Person A borrow some paper even though she didn't ask, he just noticed and decided to be nice, but another girl needed lined paper and was sitting on the other side of Person B and he didn't give her any paper. Person A thinks she's over analyzing what Person B does and is wondering if we really need boys or if they could just be sent to mars forever or something. Grrr.

Hypothetically doomed

So, hypothetically Person A was supposed to not care about Person B, but Person A is having trouble getting over him which is weird because she didn't know she had a crush on him in the first place. And there's this other guy Person C that Person A thinks has a crush on her but she doesn't have a crush on him and how can things get so confusing in the course of 24 hours?!

At one with the wall

It's totally natural to be pretty much invisible. If your hair isn't bleached blonde, you don't cover your face in a inch thick of makeup, or you don't like gossiping about how so-and-so finally got together with whats-his-face, then you tend to blend into the background. It's not strange, in fact there are lots of people who are just sort of there, but they go unnoticed. The problem is we tend to ignore other people who go on ignored. We think that they would just ignore us too, but if we just try hanging out with them we would not be so invisible. But most of us just sort of hide. We sink into the chair we're sitting in, or we become at one with the wall that's behind us and only lift up our heads to answer a question when the teacher picks us to make sure we're paying attention. And then there are our friends who are able to pry us away from the wall or get us up from the chair and make us feel seen. But we're still invisible to popular people and we still might as well not exist when it comes to boys. Phooey.

Hypothetically finished

Person A has decided that Person B, although he is really hot with glasses, isn't worth her time. She decided this shortly after finding out that Person B had dated one of Person A's friends, and Person A's friend would hate Person A forever if she showed any interest in Person B. And Person A values their life, so they will be pretending that Person B doesn't exist. But, you know, neither of them exist cause none of this ever happened cause it's hypothetical. Totally and completely hypothetical. Kinda.

Hypothetically continued

So, a while ago I posted about Person A and Person B and it was suggested that Person B likes Person A. Now some new stuff has happened. Up until this point Person A had been somewhat indifferent towards Persons B, but over spring break Person B got glasses and now he looks kinda sorta maybe a little bit hotter. However, Person A has found that Person B is now indifferent towards her, and she has no clue what to do. You know, hypothetically if this was actually happening. Which it's not.