Poem: Up and Down

You confuse me to no end.
I don't understand you at all.
One minute you'll catch me and the next you'll let me fall.
You're here one minute, gone the next.
You can't stop talking to me but then you don't even send a text.
Why do I try?
You leave me broken.
I wanna cry because of words unspoken.
Should I tell you to leave me alone?
Or should I pick up the phone?
Do you do it on purpose or is it just who you are?
One minute you're close and the next you're far.
Do you know what you do to me?
Do you even care?
You're like a little boy who needs to learn how to share.

Poem: Believe

I'd like to make myself believe that everything will be okay.
I'd like to make the world believe I should not be forgotten.
I'd like to make my friends believe that I'm worth keeping around.
I'd like to make myself believe that I can make everything okay.
I'd like to make myself believe that I will not be forgotten.
I'd like to make myself believe that my friends are truly my friends.
I'd like to make myself believe that I don't have to stress.
I believe that I can change the world.
I believe that my friends and I will always be friends
I believe that I can make myself be remembered.
I believe that I can make belief become fact

So, not one of my better ones...I don't know why I wrote it, and it kinda sucks but I thought I'd post it anyway :|

Revised

So, you know the most recent poem that I posted? I revised it. I made it a lot better, so here it is:

If you had one wish what would it be? Would you wish for something you can hear, feel, or see? Would you wish for something you really need? Or would you just wish for a good book to read? If you could have one wish what would it be? Would you wish for you or would you wish for me? Would you wish to be right or for me to be wrong? Would you wish for life to be short or for it to be long? Would you wish for wings to fly? Or are you happy just looking at the sky? Would you wish to go far or stay where you are? If you had one wish who knows what it'd be, I just wish to always be me.

Again, more poetry

If you could have one wish what would it be? Would you wish for something that can be heard, felt or seen? Would you wish for something you really need? Or just wish for a good book to read? Would you simply wish for someone? Because if they see you they just turn and run? Would you wish for more wishes and break the rules? Would you wish to be serious or wish to be the fool? Would you wish for yourself or someone else? Would you wish for love or wish for wealth? If you could have one wish what would it be? Would it be for you or would it be for me? Would you wish for more, or wish for better? Would you wish for a word or wish for a letter. If you could have one wish, who knows what it would be, all I wish is to always be me.

Not alone

So, this song was originally sung by Ginny in a very potter musical, but Darren Criss has an amazing voice on it. I always listen to this when I'm sad :)

To hell with hypothetical

I've been doing a series of hypothetical situations, but we all know they're real, and it's gotten so confusing that I'm just gonna drop the hypothetical and Person A and Person B. I like a guy, he may like me back, I thought that another guy liked me, but it turns out he likes my best friend and now another guy is in the mix. Person B will now be referred to as KJ and Person C will be referred to as MS and the new guy will be AY. Understood? I'll assume that's a yes. So today in class it was like KJ and AY were both trying to get my attention. KJ kept whispering and asked to borrow one of my quote books, and AY kept reading over my shoulder and reading my book out loud. I hit him on the head with my book. And laughed. He shrugged and smirked. He seems to be always smirking. I might have a crush on AY, but I've liked KJ longer and KJ has glasses. KJ looks hot with glasses.

Hypothetically a very big problem

So, Person A has confirmed that she has a crush on Person B and he seems to lke her, but then Person C is being kinda weird and Person A's friends are being no help! Person B let Person A borrow some paper even though she didn't ask, he just noticed and decided to be nice, but another girl needed lined paper and was sitting on the other side of Person B and he didn't give her any paper. Person A thinks she's over analyzing what Person B does and is wondering if we really need boys or if they could just be sent to mars forever or something. Grrr.